Last two weeks have especially rough for me as we moved through the grief and healing process. I spent a lot of time in isolation, reflection, meditation and depression sleeping. I spent last week socializing more. Working more on both my new FB group and just talking to people like I used to do. Getting back into the saddle, as it were. Bunny and I emailed each other a few dozen times, but I remain resolute in that ending things is what is best for me. All that matters is that I wish her well, I hope she finds what she needs, happiness, and peace.
A lot of this week’s discussions have been centered around vetting, knowing what you want, being comfortable with it, and negotiations. I am still constantly blown away by how little people are vetting. I completely understand following the whimsy of your heart. Trust me. I really do. It has been something I’ve struggled with for a long time. Right? I’m a Sagittarius. Believe me, I understand whimsical. At the end of the day, however, it is still up to you to protect your heart. Nobody else will do it for you.
I do have some more ideas for lifestyle writing in the pipeline and this week I’m hoping to finish The New Topping Book. I’ve not had a lot of desire to read heavily with everything that’s been going on. I have been working on an extensive list of new vetting questions, this time targeted for Daddy Doms and that will be coming out soon.
I hope life is finding you well.